Hey there

Sorry guys, I have fallen in such a rut lately. It's funny that when I actually have time to use the computer, I have nothing to really say, and when I dont have time to sit and use it - I have a lot I want to share. Anywho, I dont have a lot of time but here is a little catch up...
On Saturday JR had to work, and then he went to play golf. We had made plans to go to the river with my cousin and his girlfriend, but they cancelled at the last minute saying it was too cloudy! Ughhhh! Whatever. HOnestly, I wasn't in the mood to go to the river, the last two weeks have been pretty trying for me. I honestly don't know how I have made it through. I am tired...SO VERY tired all day everyday, but of course I can't fall asleep. I have been taking a sleep aid which helps me fall asleep, but not stay asleep, and then I still wake up groggy. I also started taking some iron pills...any way, I digress... I wasn't in the mood to go to the river, but JR had already invited Keith (who was already playing golf with him), so they came back to the house ready to suit up. Logan said he didn't want to go, so I stayed home with him, and JR took Landry! Logan and I slept for about 4 hours...it was heaven. Later that evening when the boys got off the river they came back to the house and keith called a friend over. I wasn't in the mood, but I stayed up hanging out anyway. ughhh!
On Sunday, we all went to the river and had a great day. The kids always have a good time, but Landry is such a dare devil, she just freaks me out, so it's gotten to a point where it isn't as relaxing as I would like it to be. Plus, I always end up tied next to the kids - away from the other adults. I have told JR over and over again, that I dont mind being tied to the kids - in fact - I prefer it...but I hate being secluded...It doesn't matter though, he just keeps doing it - so whatever...it just irritates me because while we are floating, he will yell out asking what's wrong....ummm nothing! He asks why I'm not talking, and I tell him - because I dont want to yell at the top of lungs. Ughhh.
This week has been slow - I am still completely drained. I thouht I was getting better on Monday...but here I am wishing for more sleep. The sad thing is I am still getting about 7 hours of sleep, so there really shouldn't be any reason for me to be this exhausted. I think I will give it another week or two and then I am going to the doctor for some testing. I seriously get worn out walking to the bathroom. Also, I may up my intake of iron- I have a serious anemia problem and I really haven't consumed very much lately now that I think about it...so I will give it a try.
My little sister and her boyfriend Kyle are coming into town this weekend. JR, Keith, and Kyle are playing in a golf tournament this weekend although they still need one more player! YIKES! Their fourth dropped out on Monday, so now they are searching for another teammate! The tournament is for my dad's highschool, so while all the men are out swinging clubs...the women will be at home in the A/C. So I am looking for a chance to catch up with my sister, but it will be pretty hard since my mom will be there as well. Mom pretty much pulls Vanessa into her room and shuts everyone else out. It's weird, but she gets jealous if Vanessa gives anyone else attention...so part of me says I am just going to stay home...Why drive down there to be ignored? Most likely I will go - but as of now, I dont really want to. In fact all I want to do is go back to bed!!! Hope you all have a great week!