This week

So, it has been a few days...during those days I have come to a decision!!!! As soon as we buy this house (March/April)...the minute it is in our name, I will be ripping up the carpet and replacing it with hard wood floors. So I have already set a little pot to the side, My own personal floor fund! LOL Seriously though. The people that own the house now (and previously lived here) had a dog, and two kids...so the carpet was already stained to begin with. But in just a few short months, we have added to it dramatically. Hell, in the last week alone, the floor has been under multiple abuses. It has been vomited on, shit on - by both kids! It is disgusting...I just want the carpet out of here! JR and I have said that we wanted a few upgrades as soon as we buy the house. #1 new floors, this is mainly for the downstairs area. THe upstairs will most likely get replaces as well, but that is Further down the list. #2 We want to build a huge deck on the back of the house. We want an area for the grill, an outdoor living room area, and a sunning area. I am very excited about this and have already begun designing it!! I dont have a fund set up for this yet....but with all the money we are spending right now I can only have so many savings accounts..As of now, I have TOO many. I have the Logan account, the Landry account, the Floor Fund, the OurOwnHome Fund, the regular Saving account, then the Checking Account, and the Bills account...If I open up another account, the bank will definitely think I have gone crazy! LOL, I wish I could just put everything into a savings account (except fot the kids college funds) but I have learned that it is much easier to save money, when you have a name for what that savings is going to! Maybe, its just because JR and I are horrible at saving money, but since I have opened these accounts, we have done MUCH better.
Now, Logan was sick on Sunday, we seemed to be fine on Monday - Wed. Then on Wednesday I started the day not feeling very well. By the end of the night I had to go to bed early because everything on my body was hurting, more like aching which eventually turned into agonizing pain. Muscles were tight and sore, my bones ached and felt as if they were splintering off, plus my stomach was in knots and I couldn't hold down food. It was very bad, so I took a pain pill, I was thinking that my pain was being intensified because I was becoming dehydrated so I began drinking water.I basically took a sip of water every 2-3 minutes for 20 minutes, then took a 20 minutes break. I did this for two hours. Luckily I was able to hold it all down, and the pain started to subside (of course it may have just been the pain killer....but I like to believe it was both the pill and the water). At 2:00 in the morning I heard Logan wake up, he came into the room and said he needed help, I wasn't in a place to help so I let him crawl in bed with JR and I went to his room to sleep. I could still hear him talking to JR, telling him he needed help. JR told him it was night night time, and that was it. At 3:15 I heard what sounded like a volcano erupting, followed by my husband saying...oh my god, oh my god, oh my god...it's okay, come in here. I got up and went and checked what was going on. Logan, JR, the bed, everything was covered in vomit! Poor kid...he was asking for help because he didn't feel good! Wow, did we feel like horrible parents! The minute I walked into the room, I turned and walked right back out. My stomach was not going to be able to handle that nightmare!
JR stayed home on Thursday...I slept in until 10:30. Logan slept until 12:15. Then I went to bed at 6, woke up at 9, and was back in bed at 11:30. Basically I slept ALOT! While JR helped with the kids, he DID NOT help around the house, and now I am being punished because I have an entire house to clean, I still dont feel well, and I have the kids to take care of, ALL BEFORE JR's sister and her friends get here later this afternoon...not to mention that I have to go to the store as well! Yay! I just got royally screwed! I am not happy about it at all! Oh wait...he didn't sit around all day yesterday...he made his stupid cooler radio for the river. I am so pissed right now...Hope you all have a great friday. I am going to keep trying to remind myself that I have a great husband. I do actually have a great husband, but when it comes to things like this it really makes me feel like he has no respect for me. I know that it isn't true, but how else am I supposed to see it...He was too lazy, he just didn't feel like it, He's selfish...no matter how I look at it, it doesn't turn out well for him. But hey, that's life! I am just going to suck it up and get as much done as I can and JR will come home and help me...I just seriously hate the last minute rushing around stuff! Yuck!