Finding Sanity?

Last night was supposed to be the "easy" paper! It is only 2 sections, doesnt take very long to roll, and is very light weight! Everything was going fine until I put the papers in my car to start out on my route....dum dum dum! First, let me just say this, the sunday paper I stack to the ceiling in my front seat and throughout my entire backseat, again to the roof of my car, then I open my trunk and fill up about3/4 of the space! ON Monday's paper, they can all fit in my front seat! Are you getting an idea of how big the Sunday paper is?? Are you getting an idea of how small the Monday paper is? Okay so, I head out on the route, and the first turn I make out of the warehouse the papers start sliding, they are falling in my lap, sliding into the floorboard at my feet....this is not good. THen I finally start throwing the paper, and I guess I was so preoccupied trying to get the paper to stop sliding that I skipped a page on the route book and it took me an entire block of houses later to realize, "hey I dont remember throwing to that house!" So I turned around and had to drive through the route to make sure the correct houses had papers...I also had to get out of my car and pick up the papers that wer thrown to the wrong houses....It was a disaster! Anyway, I am sure I will be getting some complaints, which sucks because that is just money that is taken out of my check. I am starting to really wonder what this first paycheck is going to look like, but I dont think that it will be pretty, and even worse I am worried that I will see the paycheck and decide it isn't worth all the sleeplessness! I guess we'll see!

I write these really interesting blogs everyday, the problem is that I write them in my head...more like thinking about what I will blog about. I do it on my way to and from work. I do it before I am going to sleep, but when I am actually in front of the computer, I cant remember what it is that I was thinking. It really sucks! I really need to find some sanity!
JR has been working on the house, that has been wonderful, and although it is still not clean I dont even care all that much for the simple fact that he is doing something.

I was ready to write about how I am doing so much better, especially with my patience and Logan, and yet during this blog, He has knocked stuff down from the counter in the kitchen...in which he got a stern, "stay out of the kitchen, and dont touch the counter," he tried pulling the computer from me while I was typing. He grapped Dexter by the ears and started pulling, in which I smacked him on the hand for. He picked up his wipee box and threw it at me. He decided that he could sit in my lap while I was trying to type, and now he keeps kicking the computer while he is laying next to me!!! He is driving me crazy! Please, does anyone know where I can pick up a bottle of sanity? Well, I really must go, with all these actions, I think what my son is really trying to say is "Mommy, please come play with me" So Iam off to read a book and play with some toys! Maybe that is where I will find my sanity!