Sick

Okay...so Logan and my cough has turned into a full blown cold! I think I am giong to die. I am so sick. I am so tired....Logan is running a small fever and his nose wont stop running and his cough is just aweful! My head is about to explode, my nose is driving me crazy it also wont stop running, although I will say my cough isn't as bad as Logans. Most likely because I can blow my nose to keep the phlem from going down my throat! I was hoping Logan would take a long nap with me, but I gave him some medicine about 45 minutes ago, and his nose has miraculously stopped running (for a short amount of time) and I guess he is feeling better because he is all of a sudden running around like everything is fine. His head is still a little warm, so I am trying to keep him still, but he is going crazy. He is also being as defiant as possible. He is doing things that he knows not to do. Usually I only have to say "no" or some form of no and he will stop what he's doing...on days that he is really being a little fart, I may have to say no a few times followed by a talk or a time out, when things get really bad I have to raise my voice, which makes me feel aweful. As anyone knows, when you aren't feeling well, you aren't exactly the most patient person. Logan is intentionally doing things he knows not to do, when I tell him no he continues doing the "crime" I tell him no over and over and then I have physically remove him from what he is doing...even when he sees me coming he still keeps doing it! UGHHHH!! The worst part is that I have raised my voice several times, and it kills me because I know he doesn't feel well either, but why is he being so defiant! I know he isn't doing this on purpose, but it sure feels that way! Anyway, I am going to try to talk him into a nap....maybe it will be better this time around!