Life

So not much to report....except that the other night on my way home, I found a gas station where regular unleaded was 2.99....I couldn't believe it, too bad I filled up my tank earlier that day at a station that was 3.36....Damn. I could have saved 0.37 per gallon!
My mom is in League City helping my Grandparents get moved in to their new house, but I haven't really gotten to spend much time with her. Her cell phone charger was chewed up by my little sisters dog, and it finally stopped working. We were supposed to get together today to go buy her a new phone, but when I got to the house, she wasn't there. Turns out, she had to take my grandparents down to Galveston to meet with their insurance adjuster. That was at 2:00...it is 11:00 and I still haven't heard from her! Its frustrating but oh well...I am trying to let it go.
JR is back to his old spending habits...which we cant afford....but I am trying to let that go too!
I am trying to let a lot go right now, because I am too stressed out and overwhelmed. I changed my wedding colors from green to red white and blue...then had a vision last night....guess what, I want to keep the color green...now I just have to let everyone know! Great! I am so overwhelmed with the wedding and I feel like I am not doing things fast enough, and the longer I have to think about something, the more likely I am to change my mind about it...which is what is happening with the color situation. I just feel like I am not doing good. So I need to let some things go! I can only do so much and I cant keep berating myself, for things I can't do anything about! So, we will try the count to 10 method and see how it goes....one thing is for sure, I can't keep going like this!