Geez Louis!!

OKay, so my little princess has been a little toad today....LOL. Apparently, she decided to give up a nap - without letting me know! I really haven't "scheduled" her naps...only her bedtime...but it is without fail that she is on a schedule none-the-less...WHICH IS PERFECT! However, today, she took her schedule, chewed it up and spit it out! She woke up at her regular time, but when it came time for her first nap she just cried and cried. After 5 minutes, I went in and rocked her (which I NEVER do), but she just laughed and laughed and laughed. I laid her back in her crib...she screamed for another 5 minutes, before I went in and patted her back...she just kept standing up! ughhh After fighting for 30 minutes I just decided to bring her downstairs. She had another bottle, and played and played and played. Logan actually played with her which was great. JR came home around noon and we were finally able to get her down for a nap. Whew! I dont know what is going on with her! When she woke up she was SCREAMING...this NEVER happens....she wouldn't let me bend her knees so I decided that it must be a gas problem. I gave her some mylicon drops and 10 minutes later she EXPLODED! LOL But, she was much happier. Anywho, she only took three naps today...I guess that is just a clue that she is getting closer to that 1 year mark..AHHHH! With everyday that passes I am so happy and so proud of my babies, but also realizing that they wont be babies for long and a sense of despair comes around knowing how much I will miss my babies being babies. I can only hope that I will teach them right from wrong, and install good values in them..I hope that they wont be embarassed to hug me in public when they are teens (although I know they will). I hope they remember to tell me they love me every day (although I know they wont). I have so many hopes and dreams for the two of them, and the idea of them growing up, both; enlightens and breaks my heart! Being a mother is probably the biggest mystery on Earth! All I can say is that in my eyes - they are the best kids in the entire world!
Logan is singing Twinkle, Twinkle little star...he tells me every day..."Loves you so much" he plays with his sister (except when she touches Buzz Lightyear or Lightning McQueen). My kids are amazing, who could ever ask for more?