oops!

Okay, so I did NOT work out last night! Ughhh...I really wanted to, but it is also something JR and I do together....It is an entire program so if I were to start before him, we would have to work out seperately when he decided to start. When he got home, he was so exhausted and just didn't want to do it. So late last night I looked at the calendar and did a little count...only 25 more days until I am at the beach.....O my! So with or with out JR I am starting today. I am even contemplating Doing it twice a day...once while he is at work and once again with him when he gets home. Now, I am 99% sure that this will not happen...but hey it's a thought! Every year we get out there, and everyone quickly strips down to their swim suits....everyone but ME. I am the one in my shorts and shirt the entire time. Well so is JR, so at least its the same for both of us. The thing is, I am not fat. I do have a gut....but it is the smallest it has been in a LONG time, but I am still self conscious. I am not saying that the people that go on this Mother's Day trip are all models. They aren't all super skinny...they just seem to have a lot more confidence in themselves than I do! I am a VERY confident person with my clothes ON....but take clothes out of the equation and it is no bueno! Anyway, I am hoping that I can firm some things up, and maybe flatten the belly a little bit (as much as it can flatten in 25 days, without starvation). Maybe then I will feel more comfortable....then again, maybe I am one of those people who chould be super fit and trim and still be self conscious! I guess we will see!