Bridezilla!

I started watching this show that I am sure you have heard of...its called Bridezillas! Anyway, the show is crazy....some of these people are seriously nuts, and yet I find myselfing wondering if I will be acting the same way! I truly hope not, I am hoping that I will have enough of the planning done that there will be no reason for me to act crazy or have any last minute planning. I understand why so many of these women act crazy. As a bride, you have a vision of what you want you wedding to be like, its something that you have thought about since you were a little girl, and sure things change overtime, but when you have this idea in your head, that's what you want. Then you have to think of all the comprimises the bride is already making...because of budget, the amount of space you have, the amount of time you have....there are so many factors that are already shaping and changing the vision that the bride shouldn't have to make any compromises that aren't necessary.

I guess the only reason I worry about being a bridezilla is because I have some outspoken people in my family....mainly my mom and older sister. I know them so well, and I can just imagine finding the dress of my dreams and them sitting there saying...no, its too expensive, or no, I dont like it..."you look weird in it" "I like the other one"... Or, I dont like where your having the wedding..."why are you doing that?" For this reason, I have done a lot of the basic work without them. I have found a church for the ceremony and venue for the reception...I pretty much know exactly which dress I want, I have the colors picked...and there is still so much to do, but plenty of time to do it...over a year! Hopefully, I will be surprised and they will love the places I have chosen and the dress and everthing else. Hopefully, all the comments will be kept to a minimum.

Oh god...I am already a bridezilla, I am already stressing my wedding and it is over a year away!!!!!